This is painting done to illustrate my wish for thinking, my
dream of escape from this hard cruel planet where I spent
most of my life suffering rather than achieving. The
painting is based at the back of the civic centre and is
based on the "Event" which may or may not occur on the
11/11/2011 after the opening of my exhibition in the evening
where I myself in the rainbow catsuit get escorted by
Anananiah and an Eloha that is described in
return home with Anananiah, the blond haired Eloha whom I
met when I was 11 years old who claimed to have seeded me.
Where I myself had been an experiment of observation, being
different in many aspects as well as being part and one with
the humanity of this planet, where they observed how
humanity had treated people like myself differently, the
account of all the rejection, abuse and trauma I had
received to themselves derive a conclusion on what to do
next. All I wished for in my life is to be accepted and
loved, which is the dreams of every single person on this
planet, and anyone who is different, or has a disability
tends to be rejected from society. Here I expressed this
emotion where I would be happier in a society that is very
loving and empathetic and understanding to what I have
experienced... and also to show that I myself is not the
only one who has been through trauma, abuse and rejection
from all social groups that we tend to cling on , be it
interests , beliefs and like minded ideas.
Anananiah , the tall white Eloha on the left nudges me to go up
since its time to go home, into the binary system of the blue
dwarf and white dwarf star, here the planet of the three moons
resides, to play and frolic on the orange-pink sea anemone like
grass, gazing at the purple leaves on trees, the warm blue light
on our skins.. every time i think of home... i only but cry...
where i would have the freedom to draw, to create, and to be...
The Eloha on my right holds my hand, and thanks me on the
achievements which I had done the best I could under
circumstances of trauma, abuse and rejection, and not the
mistakes I made with tears falling from her eyes.
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